inferno astral

I want to live inside a shell. I want to look at the silence and listen to the quiet nothing. I want to live inside my own ear. I want to really feel nothing at all again, because emotions of any kind tend to backfire into the eyeball, untrustworthy whores that they are. And this gray limbo land is kind of nice anyway, because here I'm always prepared to take shit and expect nothing from all the endless cowards.